-=inpart.im

i had a dream not too long ago about waking up to a girl staring at me. she was very intent on my waking up, and after doing so, she tells me that i have to choose. in one hand, she has a grilled fish (right hand), and in her left hand she has a handful of peas.

find your faith, seek your destiny

unearth your mind and fulfill your destiny

give heed to your thoughts, and make them yours

end it not, and make it naught.

this woman seeks my heart

her trifle is my head

im partial to the latter,

but will this feeling ever end?

my god, is this your opt'?

garnished with your scent of fervor

adorn this life and fail your own

until you opt once more

fate will consume your endeavors

your choice is not given, but taken.

inquire your heart, and gain riches.

your destiny awaits

Still the woman stares

her gaze belonging to my soul

my fate is solid, my faith posed

my heart is aloft and troubled

'i will opt none'.

for none is mine-

and mine is for mine.

mine alone can find solitude.

I chose none. And I woke up frightened.